Hair, however, she has to admit at this time, always, she is hurting him, usually all such ……she thinks like this, not from secretly sighed tone:Is her life how can and so?Is always being hurting oneself also hurting oneself's lover?
However, up to now, in she and talk, haven't got to choose as well.
There is end, you are so intelligent, why not understand?
I truely don't understand of is ……had the end pure clear wry smile for a while, you why meeting so don't care I.
Not yes!Leaf mountain Zi right away the conditioned reflex sort ground shook to shake head, meanwhile, the tears finally gushed eye socket.She favour side beginning, mumbling to oneself continue to say, there is end, isn't such ……
Like, I can't force again you ……have a pure end clearly very cant not bear to the ground looking at her and grew ground to shout tone later on:I should also walk, you take good care of by yourself.He said to turn round to go away,beats by dre studio hd.
The leaf mountain Zi hopes his figure, want to call he, however, finally still endure.
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In the evening, after 10:00, the leaf mountain Zi changed clothes and prepared to get off work.Somehow or other, she feels that she seems today special it's tired, she not from think, probably because afternoon that time and have the pure end makes clearly part on bad terms of cause ……although say, after last autumn that time know that he will be married, she then decided to don't miss him any further, however, that night, face don't of that is strong to kiss still always all settle the space is in her memory.
Still have be, she pathetically discovers, she had been underrating to have the end the position that is pure clear in her in the mind, but, at still in time of the time, gave up and can not resist of the destiny contend of opportunity of, not is exactly also herself?Therefore, she has what qualifications regret?
Certainly, probably make she regrets of, isn't happiness that may condescend to come her inside in the life, but for oneself love of artificial become of the injury.
At this time, the telephone in the office suddenly rang, that urgent of bell ring, at quiet seem to be specially clear at the mid-night.Leaf mountain Zi not from secretly wrinkly knit the brows, wish, can't be a sickroom inside again what matter?She walked over to picked up a words tube:I am the leaf's mountain Zi.The ―― pleases ask, which are you ?
It is me.Spread in the loudspeaker of words tube of, is to have the end pure clear voice, however, with compare in daytime, seem to be some deep and low.
Leaf mountain Zi not from one Zheng, immediately the chair by the side of the table sat in seat of honor down.She unexpectedly has a pure end clearly and also makes a phone call to her, in the city that is all foreign land to them ……still have, did he where get the telephone of her office again?
Haven't you got off work?There is a pure end asking clearly.
I am about to get off work ……leaf the mountain Zi is silent a short moment, there is end, in the afternoon that time, I be not ……
If you don't say …… had a pure end to interrupt her clearly, the business of those mutual injury, can stop lifting?However, there is a matter, I really want to discuss with you.―― Can you come out for a while?
The leaf mountain Zi is getting more silent.She thinks that till this time, they still have what talk so much?
Really don't is all right?Leaf mountain Zi, are you worried that I will eat you?There is pure end the words voice at this time clearly in difficult Yan idea of disappointment.
That is all right.Leaf mountain Zi has to say, there is end, where are you now?
Have the end the place that was pure to say that oneself is at this time clearly, leaf mountain Zi the station starts:Okay, I rush through in the past and probably wanted for 20 minutes ……had an end, that I have already hanged first.She said to hang a telephone.
She thinks that is to should well talk with him, otherwise, they, seem to be always to also have no way be over, as a result continue mutual injury ……that again have a benefit?
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After, the 20 minutes leaf mountain Zi in a hurry walked in to have the end the bar in the pure clear place.While being not a very bright ray, she was very quick and then sawed sit by the side of the buffet of have a clear pure end.-He is really too recognize, so outstanding must make the man whom people look askance at.
Because this time is hasing about 20 years old twoses of, dress up the fashionable young girl just talks with him, therefore, she didn't immediately walk over there.She sees come out, is those two girls is striking up a conversation him.
The leaf mountain Zi looking at him very the politely kicked out those two girls, suddenly, she feels some multitude of feelings surges ups.She not from think, is really oddness, she compare he 2 years older, but, is he first is become a man by the boy;And she, but still stay around since non- girl also non- chemisette embarrassed stage.She thinks like this and silently walk to his in front.
You on the whole is arrive.There is clear pure end at the sight of her, in the eye right away a bright.He smiles to ask, do you want to drink a point what?
The orange juice went.Leaf Shan Zi says to nearby sit down at him.
There is pure clear end calling one cup orange juice for her.
When waiting on should pass the beverage to her in front, the leaf mountain Zi smiles a dynasty, he ordered to nod:Thank.
In the afternoon that time, my attitude isn't very good, I formally apologize to you now.I originally should every moment keep firmly in mind you are my senior of ……had the end pure clear for a while, the side head hoped her and continued to say, you also know, and I have been all really respecting you.
Do you have been all really respecting me?Not exactly.The leaf mountain Zi smiled to smile.She is silent a short moment, however, I have to admit, I the attitude at that time is also not so good ……have an end, let .down
Calculate, so many in the last yearses, we meeteach other to all have no several times ……had a pure end to slightly shout tone clearly, I didn't think again fight with you.
The words listenned to him, leaf mountain Zi right away and involuntarily one Ce in heart.She thinks that yes, these in the last years, they altogether once meeteach other several times, all perhaps can immediately count come out ……and, is to part on bad terms each time, certainly, all is that she is in the injury to have a pure end clearly be, therefore, sometimes, she is to don't know how to face he to own of that kind of like.
However, she still will think, probably, her again and again elusion and brush-off is her the love of this his all that the whole life can give.Kid's birth that waits him worked to become busy, the part was a family, simultaneously is a business, when this responsibility very heavily presses on his shoulder he should can forget her.
If still won't do of words, she can also leave Nagoya and go to him and can not find her place any further ……
Time is getting longer, which afraid now today of he to how she is very unwilling to part with, her affirming will also become his life inside of past, at invincible of time in like cloud and mist sort dissipation.After all, even if we how need a person, thought to have no he(or she) will can not live, in fact, still can keep on living ……this be life.
Just, say, for there is pure end clearly, she really at 1:00 love dearly also have no?When this a moment, he sits when she is nearby, she then knew, in this in this world, in her in the mind, this man was her only person who love dearly ……
Can he is a certain chemisette husband now, lead again for a few months, also be a certain kid's father, but she, since in that time, make a firm decision to give him up, so, extremely account can not think again walk her mother in those early years old road ……words like that, her life really became an out and out, absurd funny tragedy.
She doesn't think so.
Always chapter 35 tragicomedy
Just discover for originally all yesterdays
Being all 1 kind can not little arrangement
All for the sake of/like at the moment
Make you gentle and soft to feel pity on ground to hug me to go into a bosom
(I probably will shed tears/probably can't)
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"To, there is end, before are you not to say, occupy to want to say with me?"Do not realize mistake how long as well, the leaf mountain Zi returns to absolute being, suddenly thoughted of what, hence ask.
"I want to return a thing to you."There is a pure end saying from the handy briefcase clearly in took out a document, pass to she.
Leaf mountain Zi facial expression doubt the ground answered, wore some dusk light to see in a short while, raise head, the surprise difficult to expressly hoped him:"My house
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